Yea,I know my blog is kinda dry,but I'm really not in the mood to blog,I usually just post about things happened,but not about mood,maybe I'm still not suitable for blogger's life,or prefer keeping everything deep in my heart,so this is an article mainly about my own feelings...
I never thought that you would really have that kinda thought,although I was half expecting it,but you really did disappoint me...and her reaction was shocking,but mainly I'm upset about you..
When I'm spending so much time doing all those stuffs for you,and having a risk to loose a good friend of mine,you hooked up with someone else.That was really,really sarcastic huh?
Maybe I'm the one who's being a fool,for helping you just because of my guilty overpowered me...
I treated you as a friend,and I'm sure I did what a friend should do,or I'm doing much more than that,so I ended up having this kinda repayment,a good one....
You are an idiot,so am I,you are one,because you wasted my time and the vows you said were just rubbish,and I'm an idiot,to believe that what you said were the truth,and to help you out with it....
Lazy to post the trip at Beijing,but it's damn freaking cold...I nearly left my toes there....
~It is impossible to breath without you,but in a miracle way,you had that way too~